Tentative / 06.11.06

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Beakisms

* The trouble with the humankind is that people always judge you not by who and what you are, but by who and what they think you should be.

* There are two things in life I've always loved: one is chocolate cake, the other is the truth. The first one made me suffer; the second made me suffer more.

* I've always felt bad about the fact that my brother and sister were constantly ignoring me. But then I realized I have nothing to feel bad about: you can't really ignore someone who's never existed for you in the first place.

* I have no idea where my path in life will lead me, but it will probably be nowhere unless I start walking.

* One of the greatest lessons one can learn as a clinically depressed person, is that there is a world of difference between wanting to kill the pain, and wanting to kill yourself.

* I always try to find something nice to say to people when they ask me how they look, and not lie about it. So if my answer is something like "I love the color of your shirt", it means that I really do love the color of your shirt, but I think it's ugly.

* Remember when you were young and people told you to spread your wings and soar to the highest highs? Wonder why that never happened? The bastards forgot to tell you you're not a bird.

* People have always told me that as a woman, I'm not feminine enough. It took me years to ask the question, "Not feminine enough for what?"

* "Alice in Wonderland" is like a bible to me. Any book where you can literally drown in your own tears gets my vote.